I went back and read your first post. I feel your pain, for real. So many are in the same situation that you are in. I hope that brings some comfort to know you are not alone. But it sounds like you are going too fast. Slow down and take it easy. Live you life and enjoy it. I don't want you to suffer from information overload. Peace.
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It is 5am and I still can't sleep. Contemplating life, doing research on religion, world history, science...
by Stepford Wife inmy husband is still asleep but he will get up in about an hour for work so i'm going to quickly tell you my inconclusive conclusion.
i don't know if i can believe in god anymore.
i have come to the simple conclusion that he is either dead or evil but he is definitely not loving.
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Aliens exist and YHWH (Jehovah) was one of them.
by Jehovah Was An Alien in"the constellation of the seven stars forming the pleiades appears to be the crowning centre around which the known system of the planets revolve even as our suns planet obey the sun and travel in their respective orbits.
it has been suggested, and with much weight, that one of the stars of that group is the dwelling place of jehovah and the place of the highest heavens; that is the place to which the inspired writer referred to when he said: "hear thou from thy dwelling place, even from heaven" (2 chronicles6:21) ; and that it is the place to which job referred when under inspiration he wrote: "canst thou blind the sweet influences of pleiades, or loose the bands of orion" – job 38:31"
the constellation of the pleiades is a small one compared with others which scientific instruments disclose to the wondering eyes of man.
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Dafuq? Put the crack pipe down.
-1 for craziness.
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Urging More Lurkers To Sign Up
by freemindfade ini have seen a lot of new posters intro stories on here, also updates from those who have been around for a while.
i just want to take 1 post to beg those reading to speak up.
it was a big turning point for me and one of the best decisions i made.
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Isaiah 60:22 says, a little one shall become a thousand, and a small one a strong nation: I the LORD will hasten it in his time. KJV
Brothers and sisters, how encouraging it is to truly see Jehovah's blessing and hand in this matter.
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Urging More Lurkers To Sign Up
by freemindfade ini have seen a lot of new posters intro stories on here, also updates from those who have been around for a while.
i just want to take 1 post to beg those reading to speak up.
it was a big turning point for me and one of the best decisions i made.
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I know for a fact that there are many lurkers who are elders and servants who read this and other boards but they don't have the courage to post cause they're thinking well what if I am wrong and this is Satan's way of getting me. -
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Damn it feels good to be free and on my own without the pressure to do more as a JW slave
by No Longer a JW Brother ini don't know where to begin but damn it feels so good to be free of mind control.
i'm only officially out since this past december but i was out mentally for two hot years under the close watch of my batshit crazy psycho parents who bothered me every sunday to see what i thought about the meeting.
it was necessary for me to lie through my teeth.
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I got that idea about using a prepaid cell from my girl who got the idea from Gilmore Girls. I called it Theocratic Warfare also cause that's what it is. If God exists I know he doesn't want people who learned TTATT to keep it to themselves. Know what I'm saying? -
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Damn it feels good to be free and on my own without the pressure to do more as a JW slave
by No Longer a JW Brother ini don't know where to begin but damn it feels so good to be free of mind control.
i'm only officially out since this past december but i was out mentally for two hot years under the close watch of my batshit crazy psycho parents who bothered me every sunday to see what i thought about the meeting.
it was necessary for me to lie through my teeth.
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Fading is never 100% successful is it?
by nicolaou inmum phoned last night to see how we all are.
after fifteen years away from meetings and my old jw life you'd think my fade could be called 'successful' and for the most part it is.
.. my resentment at being lied to and having wasted over thirty years of my life has left me like a glass of water full to the brim, it only takes a tap to make a mess.
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Man I feel you. That is why I decided to just go cold turkey and be done with it and DA myself. I've seen others do the fade thing successfully but they're still always just looking over their shoulder and wondering who they might bump into.
A friend of mine did the fade cause he learned TTATT and he wanted to just celebrate his own damn birthday with his family but he didn't want to be DF'd so he faded. Then someone who he **thought** was his friend ratted him out to the elders and the fool got DF'd anyways. See how that works. JW's are only your friends if you play by the rules set forth by the old angry fools in Brooklyn. But their loyalty always sides with the club, not you. There is no such thing as unconditional love in the JW club, only love which is shallow and superficial. I don't think that is the kind of love God was talking about.
I've also seen others who started to do the fade thing and lost courage so they went back to living their life of pretending. Man that's definitely not me. For a while I considered doing the fade but I'm not going to give them the pleasure of knowing that I might come back one day. I won't. Peace.
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Damn it feels good to be free and on my own without the pressure to do more as a JW slave
by No Longer a JW Brother ini don't know where to begin but damn it feels so good to be free of mind control.
i'm only officially out since this past december but i was out mentally for two hot years under the close watch of my batshit crazy psycho parents who bothered me every sunday to see what i thought about the meeting.
it was necessary for me to lie through my teeth.
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Just read the posts. There was no reason or time for me to post. Until now. Peace out. -
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Damn it feels good to be free and on my own without the pressure to do more as a JW slave
by No Longer a JW Brother ini don't know where to begin but damn it feels so good to be free of mind control.
i'm only officially out since this past december but i was out mentally for two hot years under the close watch of my batshit crazy psycho parents who bothered me every sunday to see what i thought about the meeting.
it was necessary for me to lie through my teeth.
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Wearing a chain was a big no-no in my congregation. Same with facial hair. Now I have a tight scruff and a chain and I enjoy smoking trees with my new girl. I do what I want when I want. -
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Damn it feels good to be free and on my own without the pressure to do more as a JW slave
by No Longer a JW Brother ini don't know where to begin but damn it feels so good to be free of mind control.
i'm only officially out since this past december but i was out mentally for two hot years under the close watch of my batshit crazy psycho parents who bothered me every sunday to see what i thought about the meeting.
it was necessary for me to lie through my teeth.
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My old man asked the same damn question and I gave him the same damn answer. Yeah pop its was great. My mother was the one who got into the details and if there is anything I can apply in my life. I was already clear it was a cult by that time. Its crazy to think it took me all those years to wake the Efff up. Know what I mean?